c.b.m.o. repeat. repeat.

Why, yes.

Some of y’all have been pressuring me to be updatin’ this here website more often. I’m just here to tell you that sometimes, you’d prefer I didn’t. Take, as an example, my would-have-been post of yesternight:

i hate you all. you will never hear from me again.

And then I’d be posting a retraction today, having felt bad when I thought of you, or even you, and realized that I was perhaps too expansive in my condemnation. So it’s best just to avoid sometimes, is what I’m saying.

Also, hate is unhealthy. Don’t do it.

So then. Earlier today I was thinking maybe of posting something by way of defending myself. It’s something I’ve been reluctant to do. I don’t like games, nor the acknowledgment that said games should be played to one’s own detriment. However! I have realized that those who would believe the trash-talking aren’t the people I’d count amongst my friends anyway. If you have concerns or opinions about my behavior you’d like refuted and invalidated, please to let me know privately. I’d be more than happy to tell you to fuck right off. Also, perhaps consider that what you’d like to believe may differ somewhat from the truth.

Anyway, this weekend was about installing some flooring and scrubbing the bathroom walls and ceiling with bleach, then painting. Truthfully, it all kinda sucked. It didn’t have enough of the stuff I enjoy, like hangin’ with the droogies and making things and being in the out-of-doors. Also, I had to put an end to some things that were bringing me down.

It’s what you do, you know. Cut, bleed, move on.

Night.
Jenni

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