{"id":507,"date":"2004-10-31T23:00:00","date_gmt":"2004-11-01T06:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.chocolatemussolini.com\/cm\/default.asp?n=300"},"modified":"2004-10-31T23:00:00","modified_gmt":"2004-11-01T06:00:00","slug":"goodbye-love","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/?p=507","title":{"rendered":"goodbye love"},"content":{"rendered":"

So.<\/p>\n

This has been the most amazingly-bad week in many moons. You may think it’s the ticket I got parking Captain American illegally out front of Luce, the one I haven’t gotten parking Chico illegally out front of Luce for two solid years, but that’s more fate having a laugh at me. Ain’t nothing compared to this.<\/p>\n

I had joked a year ago when I was in that months-long hormonal episode that it was a miracle I hadn’t lost friends over it. This time, when it happened again, I lost the most important person in my life. I was angry and hurtful and cruel, and it drove him away. It’s something I will regret forever, because he’s made me happier than I’ve ever been. He’s one of the most amazing and loving people I’ve ever met, and I’m proud to have been his. He doesn’t believe that the last thing I want is to not have him in my life, but I understand his choice to move on. I miss him, and I will always love him.<\/p>\n

So I guess that’s all I’ve got for you folks tonight. I don’t feel much like talking anymore. So here’s a picture instead. Oh, and vote. Or whatever.<\/p>\n

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Night.
Jenni<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

So. This has been the most amazingly-bad week in many moons. You may think it’s the ticket I got parking Captain American illegally out front of Luce, the one I haven’t gotten parking Chico illegally out front of Luce for two solid years, but that’s more fate having a laugh at me. Ain’t nothing compared …read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false,"jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false}}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-507","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/po9qt-8b","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/507","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=507"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/507\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=507"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=507"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=507"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}