{"id":414,"date":"2005-08-01T23:00:00","date_gmt":"2005-08-02T06:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.chocolatemussolini.com\/cm\/default.asp?n=393"},"modified":"2005-08-01T23:00:00","modified_gmt":"2005-08-02T06:00:00","slug":"free","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/?p=414","title":{"rendered":"free."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;What&#8217;s <i>one<\/i> mean?&#8221; asked the man with the mannequin head in a plastic grocery bag on the seat next to him.<\/p>\n<p \/>I unpretzeled myself in my chair, relieved to know that for the last five minutes he&#8217;d been contemplating my arm and not my crotch.<\/p>\n<p \/>I laughed too long. &#8220;That&#8217;s how many people I&#8217;m responsible for,&#8221; I finally answered.<\/p>\n<p \/>He had the most wonderful, open, appreciative laugh. I wished him a good flight and boarded yet another airplane.<\/p>\n<p \/>Sometimes it astounds me that it&#8217;s possible to know you&#8217;ll remember someone forever, yet will never see them again.<\/p>\n<p \/>-=-<\/p>\n<p \/>It used to frustrate me that I often had stories of sights and experiences, but not the descriptions to do them justice. Now I realize that those are the most treasured, because they&#8217;re mine to hold. The memories fade, but not the feeling. I can call to mind a hundred different moments that instantly bring tears to my eyes. Life is so wordlessly beautiful sometimes.<\/p>\n<p \/>-=-<\/p>\n<p \/>I&#8217;ll be back soon with photos and the like! But now, I must catch up on some sleep.<\/p>\n<p \/>Zzz.<br \/>Jenni<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;What&#8217;s one mean?&#8221; asked the man with the mannequin head in a plastic grocery bag on the seat next to him. I unpretzeled myself in my chair, relieved to know that for the last five minutes he&#8217;d been contemplating my arm and not my crotch. I laughed too long. &#8220;That&#8217;s how many people I&#8217;m responsible &#8230;<a class=\"post-readmore\" href=\"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/?p=414\">read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false,"jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false}}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-414","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/so9qt-free","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/414","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=414"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/414\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=414"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=414"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=414"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}