{"id":2310,"date":"2010-08-18T14:26:43","date_gmt":"2010-08-18T20:26:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/?p=2310"},"modified":"2010-08-18T14:26:43","modified_gmt":"2010-08-18T20:26:43","slug":"its-time","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/queenofsubtle.com\/cm\/?p=2310","title":{"rendered":"it&#8217;s time!!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>My sixth Breast Cancer 3-Day is this weekend. I realized I haven&#8217;t talked anywhere near as much about it this year, for two reasons: it&#8217;s become what I do every year (so I just assume everyone else is aware of it at all times), and because this time around has been more stressful than the last&#8230;. which is funny considering the massive time and effort that goes into things like raising over $2,000 a year, planning fundraisers, and training. Lots and lots of training.<\/p>\n<p>Being a captain has been a different kind of stressful. I&#8217;m a perfectionist, so dealing with giant groups of people who do things in very different ways makes me a little bit crazy. My role this year is new to the 3-Day, too, so it&#8217;s being tested as the events roll out. Not knowing exactly what we&#8217;ll be dealing with is a little nervewracking, even though I know we&#8217;ll be good at it. There&#8217;s a way of just forcing things go well on the 3-Day.<\/p>\n<p>The main nagging thing, though, is that I&#8217;ll be in camp with a pile of paper and a giant whiteboard and my lovely assistant, Cindi, running the road works from afar. I&#8217;ve never not been on the road on the 3-Day, either as a walker or crew member. I&#8217;ve never not met the walkers, cheered them on, and suffered along with them. So it&#8217;s kind of painful to think of not having that experience this year, to the point where I&#8217;ve already made plans to return to it in the future. It&#8217;s such an important part of the 3-Day to me, and I&#8217;m going to miss it. I know that this new position will make it an even smoother-functioning event, though, and that&#8217;s really important.<\/p>\n<p>This morning, I hit my $1,500 fundraising goal, thanks to the generosity of a LOT of awesome people. (My original goal was $500, then $1,000. Proof you guys are awesome.) We&#8217;re still on track to win as the top fundraising crew team, too!<\/p>\n<p>Tonight I&#8217;m going to pack, shop for a million energy drinks, finish up maps with Wendy, make sure I have my giant pile of papers in order, and then tomorrow we&#8217;ll head to crew day in the afternoon. I&#8217;m excited to be consumed by that world again, where you&#8217;re completely oblivious to anything going on outside of it. It&#8217;s just constant work, exhaustion, positivity, and hope. There are way too few times in your life where you can actually know for sure that you&#8217;re making a difference in the world, and I can&#8217;t wait to experience that again.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My sixth Breast Cancer 3-Day is this weekend. 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